Battle of the Naked's...

Naked Palettes.

 Probably the most well known name of palettes out there. 

5 Seconds of ... Soundcheck

I think I have finally recovered enough from my hangover to write this post. 

First things first, I am actually a lightweight. That was common knowledge anyway… but I feel like that needs to be said. 

Don't be so hard on yourself...

I feel like it's time for a bit of a rant. 

...Here I am again, making myself feel guilty for something that is only supposed to be a hobby. 

I don’t want to be a Debbie Downer but I have such an obsessive personality. I either dislike something or i LOVE it. I can’t just LIKE something. 

So I feel like this winds its way into things that I like to do in my spare time.

I wanted to start a Youtube channel so I did, and I love it, but I just don’t have time at the minute nor do I have the imagination I did when I first started so I haven’t posted in a while. Here we have it… I feel guilty. Even though I only have a small number of subscribers, I feel guilty, like I am a failure for not posting regular content.

I decided that blogging was what I wanted to do as my hobby. My love is writing. I want people to read what I write and I want them to love it. I want them to feel like they know me and they can speak to me as a friend just through reading what I write. 

So I took the plunge and I began blogging. And this is it… I know this is what I want to do. When I open up the Notepad on my computer and I start typing… it just flows. It may seem rambley and ranty but this is how I want it to be. 

But then again… I haven’t posted in 3 weeks. I have had a mind blank and I have had a busy few weeks. I am a failure… at least, that’s how it feels. 

I don’t want to feel like that. I want this to be something I love to do and not something that I feel like I HAVE to do.

I would hate it if the people that read my posts felt like they were boring or forced or even fake. I don’t want that at all.

I’m not sure if it’s just my personality or if this is a regular occurrence within the blogging community. I don’t know where I’m going with this, I guess I just want to know if I’m alone feeling this way? 

Here we have it, I’m putting it in writing. I love this blog and I will never force this blog. 

I hope this hasn’t been too rambly or too down for you to read, but if you did read to this far then 

Thank You 

:) 

Lots of love.

Kirsty

xox

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